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( used. || HiT mE) bored at 303 am [18 May 2007|03:02am] [ music | linkin park- hands held high ] playing cards. thinking about my next move. the new linkin park is really creative. i like it. i wish there was some more rap. i can not believe it is less than two months til i move. it is weird thinking of not living here with the mom. i never realized how much she does. all she does would be everything. a mother of four. with a heart of gold. i need to go to my grandparent's house tomorrow. i don't like time. i have no real plans of a future. i have ideas. i don't think i will be the opposite of the stereotypical american family. i just do not see myself parenting differently. i am on a ramble. i don't sleep much. i get tired but i don't want to sleep. i don't want to miss something. fuck that i wanna see some fists pumpmin. i do not like the way my country is going. i feel a need to try and change that. history. ricky

( used. || HiT mE) ha....so the real meaning of thought [09 May 2007|03:23pm] i really haven't been on here for hmmm damn near a year. i think i should take this with a more serious note with less consequence on grammar and spelling. sometimes i just don't want to worry about it. that sounds horrible. i am buying an xbox elite tomorrow. i'm pretty pumped. back to xbox live and you have to admit it's kinda sexy looking well comparatively ha. i am going to play cards tonight at this game in hattiesburg, but not for the money. the game is in my opinion harder than the casino. better practice/ a third the cost. more profit/ higher loss. i guess if this were a fraction we could do some canceling lol. snoop dogg is probably one of the best lyricist of all time. summer is a nice break. i think i will have one for the rest of my life. i love that i can make things for my life. i single handily control what i do for the rest of my life. i love that feeling it's sorta addictive. eh. addictive in the sense that i may become sorta narcissistic. i will take that into consideration. -may 29th. summer school. fun. i wonder if they will have arts and crafts. i feel i can see things in advance. i do not know why but i have been ignoring people in my life. i just feel i do not know what to do. it is not a complicated situation. or is it. personally, there are too many - i. personally is an exception. so spider man 3 was a nice ending. i really don't like that stan lee was the executive producer. i think he wanted the movie to have too much of a comic book feel. not to say it is bad, but it is a movie. some of the scenes loooked as if they were taken out of a comic book. you could just freeze it and throw a caption up from there mouth. or maybe i am wrong. the shield was on last night too. that was pretty intense. love that show. catherine came over last night. she is pretty much the life form of cocaine. lol that's a good picture. nice shock value. really drive the point ha. alright got to go. it's all downhill from here. and apparently i can believe this. l2icky

( used. || HiT mE) [28 May 2006|04:51pm] [ music | dead prez- bigger than hip hop ] So, this will be my first update since...Dec 21, 2005 whooo! Long time. over this time, lots of things have changed in my life. FIRST! my mom just gave birth to a baby GIRL her name is Allyssa Ellen Hilton. yea, so now i have a little brother and sister. Second. i finished my first year of college? yea, i really can't believe it. it was such a blur. honestly feels like yesterday i was on my way to hattiesburg to register for classes. i had a lot of fun. i drank alot. played alot of cards. and wasted alot of time. third? i don't know what i'm doing next year. part of me just wants to get up and leave. i want to get away. NOW don't get me wrong i love all of my friends. i enjoy all the times, but i need to grow up. i need to expand. a sort of soul search. i have no idea what i want to do with my life. DID I MENTION THAT? i've thought of moving to vegas and living with adam and tiffany. idk? but one thing is for SURE! i can't live with my mom next year. with her, kenneth, nikolas and allyssa. i just don't think i could handle it. ACTUALLY! i know for a fact. i would go back to southern, but i don't have any roommates. i was going to move in with some people, but they have decided to either suck out or decided to do other things with their lives. i mean i can't blame them. i'm playing halo again, but it's not the same. none of my friends play anymore, which fucking sucks late at night. but i am raping some fucking kids...yeah true story. hmmm. i think i'm gonna get a beer. l2icky

(HiT mE) [21 Dec 2005|10:16pm] GONE TO FUCKING DISNEY! own3d! everyone have a merry fucking christmas!!! l2icky

( used. || HiT mE) [17 Dec 2005|04:51pm] [ music | a dead giveway - crying crimson ] nothing much going on today...it's nikolas's birthday he is now three...that's crazy! i am just getting ready to go home for christmas...i really can't wait. I mean on the 21st i will leave and go to Disney World. I'll get back on the 28th and on the 29th i leave again! I will be in Seattle and Kennewick from the 29th-5th going to the tourist spots, spending new years with people i've never actually hung out with, and playing poker in a real casino!!!! When i get back on the 5th i am going to chill a little bit then back on the grind playing poker and chillen and oh yeah BEATING WESLEY'S ASS IN HALO! nah i really can't believe i am finishing my first semister of college...seriously life need to calm the fuck down! oh yea this past tuesday i turned 19...the most boring year or that's what i hear lol...too far away from 21 and well 18 is just cool year. I saw king kong too that movie is just...well...wow. Peter Jackson is amazing and his special effects team well they rape!!! i think i'm gonna go the commons and get some food but i think me and pk are gonna go to st. elmo's tonight play some pool get a beer... l2icky

( used. || HiT mE) [07 Dec 2005|03:27pm] HOLY SHIT I FOUND JASON!

(HiT mE) [05 Dec 2005|12:45am] listening to valencia...shit. i'm going to see fucking SENSES FAIL on wednesday...and IT'S GOING TO FUCKING ROCK!!!!!!!!!

( used. || HiT mE) [04 Dec 2005|04:29am] the night... dancing with lauren to slow country music at roupers watching the girls con drunk guys for free shots lauren laying across the back seat laura getting a body shot lol in DECEMBER! me swooping matt TWICE!!! making drunk calls to kami...she liked it! fixing laura's bed... calling every girl in taco belll a swamp donkey or bugar wolf... killing my first case in two hours..THAT'S FUCKING RIGHT! making calls with half my phone lol fuck all the rest of this fucking shit fuck great night you fucking love it..fucking cork screw my nuts...fucking shit i hate people named hernandez...shit r1cky!

( used. || HiT mE) [03 Dec 2005|04:09am] i had the best fucking night tonight...wow! i am getting a new phone tomorrow i broke the one i had lol...so if you've called it's really nothing i could do about it... tomorrow my TROJANS will BEAT the the BRUINS!!!!!!!!!! wow great night i can't explain...all i can say is...i've never had as much fun with a republican!!!!!!! i'm going to try to go to sleep but that probably won't work...I'M SO AMPED! wes i will see the new place... night! RICKYDICKY~ahh!

(HiT mE) [17 Nov 2005|10:45pm] nothing much going on...probably going to see Harry Potter at 12... tuesday i'll be on the coast kicking ass and chillin out...but i'll also be playing xbox live and i have a new gamertag...it's NoNAM3... about to go get some of that purple...not the movie but the kind that makes you do cirles... r1cky

(HiT mE) [12 Nov 2005|05:30pm] well last night sucked...actually the first half. tonight should be better... oh well going to get a shower and change clothes.

( used. || HiT mE) [10 Nov 2005|12:04am] [ music | Valencia - Tenth Street ] The possibility was never there. I never thought it would be so evident. I don’t know if I have wasted this time or was this the point. I don’t understand. My heart feels heavy and my feelings are down to the wire. I’m listening to music in repetitive patterns. Memories are what’s left the friendship if legit, but not what I’m asking for. I wish you would just notice, but I’m a victim of a time and place. Am I looking too far into what is not truthful or am I just afraid to admit the obvious? But once again I have horrible grammar-horrible timing and the inability to not assume. -a bad bet- Ricky p.s. I knew it all along

( used. || HiT mE) i stole it [09 Nov 2005|02:56pm] 1. I _____ Ricky. 2. Ricky _____. 3. If I were alone in a room with Ricky, I would _______. 4. I think Ricky should _____. 5. Ricky needs ______. 6. I want to ____________ Ricky. 7. Someday Ricky will ________. 8. Ricky reminds me of _______. 9. Without Ricky I would _______. 10. My fondest memory of Ricky is ________. 11. Ricky can be __________. 12. __________ is how I would describe first meeting Ricky. 13. Worst thing about Ricky is _________. 14. Best thing about Ricky is _________. 15. If I could tell Ricky one thing, it would be _________. 16. If I could have one date with Ricky what would it be? 17. If things went well...would you be afraid of the good things that could come out of hanging out more with Ricky? And if so, why?

( used. || HiT mE) [07 Nov 2005|07:50pm] it's monday.

( used. || HiT mE) [06 Nov 2005|03:15am] tonight sucked...fucking sucked. 3 tickets and the only person i didn't want to piss off is pissed off at me...i just don't understand? i wouldn't say something like that. it really just hurts that you honestly think i would say that about you... oh well... down. ricky

( used. || HiT mE) [02 Nov 2005|12:48pm] [ music | Senses Fail - Lady in a Blue Dress (acoustic) ] WoW...i made that tournament team. We have a tournament next week in Laurel. We have to put up 80 dollars to win a possible 500...OH WAIT we don't have to put that up WE'RE FUCKING SPONSORED. We have to practice 4-5 hours a day and at least 1 hour on lan, so that's going to be pretty hard/fun. our roster looks like this: 4 Shot Dust Echoes Reece Noname I also got the new Senses Fail re release...so fucking tight i love the new acoustic songs. gotta run...economics in 5 mins. Rickkkkkkkkkkkkky

( used. || HiT mE) [01 Nov 2005|02:41pm] [ music | Rufio - Mental Games ] holy shit halloween was AWESOME! i really don't remember getting back to my dorm room or going to sleep. I need to stop doing that, because i never do anything productive. the new Rufio songs are AMAZING! so i'm an idiot and Starbucks called me last night to come in. I had two options... 1. I could just ignore the call. 2. My dumb, drunk ass could just pick up the phone. Well, your boy decides to pick his phone up and talk to his boss...oh that was a good one. I am about to head to English and then i'm going to see Saw 2 again and then I have an Halo 2 tournament* after that at 8,so it's going to be a nice busy night. I also love the new story of the year cd...mainly just the tight 80's style guitar parts. R1ckY *The Halo 2 tournament is my try out for a team that plays all around Mississippi, Alabama, and Louisiana. If you know anything about Halo 2 their ranks are 42, 38, and 41. I'm kinda nervous, but i've played with them before so it's not that bad.

(HiT mE) [28 Oct 2005|12:58am] going to the coast tomorrow...

( used. || HiT mE) [26 Oct 2005|06:33pm] [ music | sEnses fail ] hmm... past couple of days have gone pretty WELL. i've been listening to lots and LOTS of music. and i've spent tons of money. it really isn't a good thing, but feels so good. short but good rICHARD

( used. || HiT mE) [21 Oct 2005|03:52pm] TO MRS. KAYES REST IN PEACE. WE MAY NOT HAVE ALWAYS AGREED, BUT YOU WERE AN AWESOME TEACHER.

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